OH !! THE HAPPINESS !!!

OH!! That feeling when you know you found the perfect one. The one you been dying to have ,the one you been needing to be with. If all those blunders I had in past is the price I pay my god to have him, OH!! is all worth it. My heartaches may be the price I pay for him, it all worth it.

                        OH!! the happiness!! that feeling when you know you will never be alone, there will always be someone. To hold and be held with a warm love. And I know, I can go careless , I can go crazy, may even go insane a little bit. Even after all these faults , I know , I wont be that girl crying her whole night with a feeling of being unloved. OH !! I am not that girl any more. I can bet my life over his care when I go careless , when I go crazy I can bet my life that he would be there going crazy with me, And I can bet when I go insane he would be there to take me back home without regrets of me going insane. How can I not fall in love with him , how can I not care for him and how can I not burst my inner voice saying  "OH!! THE HAPPINESS!!"

Till that day

 Thoughts I red them , some said what are you ? some said who the hell do you think you are ? But no I am not bothered . And no it doesn't trouble me at all. So what if people underestimate me with their foolish ignorant understanding. Its non of my concern. But I assure you of a day you will be enlightenment from your foolishness. A day when I will light up and show how much I had inside me. So till that day say what you have to say , think what your understanding makes you think till that day. While I prepare myself for my day that is coming my way.

HELLO !!! 2014

     NEW YEAR!! Everyone seems to be expecting their new change , new dreams and new hopes. But I will be honest , I might not be one of them. I don't want change , I don't have new dreams to dream nor I hope for anything. But what I expect is to wroth what changed ,  dreams which came true and those hopes I lived up to.
                           

                        Review of the year 2013

 

1. Found my passion.                            
2. Made new friends.                            
3. Met my inspiration and got inspired.         
4. Saw my imagination come alive.               
5. Been to new places I never seen before.      
6. Discovered and understood what's good for me.
7. Found my missing puzzle piece.               
8. Went crazy over Korean food.                 
9. Most of all I understood myself.                                

Every year feels like my life taking me to new height that looking down to my regrets is a sin which would drag me to the hell, I never want to be in. Although all of those dramas , those heart breaking moments, those painful tears of hurt, those heart stabbing days of disappointments ,those feared feelings of losing someone and finding someone else. And still here I am in 2014 , smiling with all my grace , laughing with my heart out , loved by loved ones  and most essentially being the same old me as I was before.
 HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !!!!