Found the treasure

There comes a time when you have to dig deep down just to know what you have . 

I had been feeling like I am missing something for sometime. And I was missing it too badly that I couldn't take it anymore. So, I dug deep down my heart and searched for that THING that I was missing . Deep down under the pile of  mess there It was . It was like treasure hunt , you know it's there but you don't know where it truly is , you know it's valuable , but you don't know what it's truly worth and when you find it the satisfaction and joy you get is unthinkable . The treasure I found was my Happiness . I had been piling up other's mess upon my happiness . Hell ! I felt like stupid ass! After all that, I dumped all that mess in the dustbin and let my happiness the only thing. And hell yeah !! I feel like the richest of rich in the whole wide world.

Found this Ralph Lauren denim jacket deep down the closet . how amazing ..

denim jacket : Ralph Lauren/ half denim jacket : jovanni / net blouse : express / denim pants : vintage etc / shoes : vans

my love in vans

THANK YOU FOR KEEPING ME WARM

There I was cold and abounded. The winter downing me to be cold and lonely. Until you came along with a warm wind melting the frozen heart , filling my stomach with dancing butterflies of summer, and keeping me warm through out the winter. 

                                            Those hands telling me you will always be there , those eyes always looking for the person inside me , and those hugs and kisses reminding me what  I am  and what I am truly worth . Its not enough but still thank you for keeping me warm namtash

my father's knits saddle club / leggings / the north face boots

my warm the north face boot .

Going round and round , reaching nowhere

going round and round reaching no where 

 So, here I am again , at the same place where I started from . Now being at this place murmuring  to myself hmmmmmmmmmmm what the hell I was thinking ? Going through the same ups and downs , letting something else control my emotions , Depending on something else for my happiness . whats the worth in it ..  I might have understood it little late but I have it fix in my head and heart that I am never ever going to go through that ride ever again .

found myself

the crazy ride only for crazy ppl . not for me anymore 

 my forever21 boots / black jeans / oldnavy shirt