Imagenation comes alive

      

Once someone said I think too much and I need to stop it . That I am emotionally too week to survive in this practical world. At that time I could do nothing than to agree more to it , and I tried to do it too. I stopped sitting on my chair in the balcony with my deep contemplation, gazing the stars and imagining  things, I stopped it all. I thought of being practical and tried to be that person he wanted . Going through this misery, one day I just felt like "why am I changing and throwing myself through this hell for someone who doesn't even gives a shit about me ?". After that day I felt like I was back and I was back with a bang . 

I think the way I am makes me " me ",the one I love , the one I appreciate the most. He might have concluded that I am better off without my over thinking and emotions , but only I know how over thinking and emotions works for me. Sitting on that chair in my balcony is like sitting on a sit in a rocket and revolving around the possibility and searching new ways to satisfy my hungry mind wanting for more . Sitting on that chair is like a grandma sitting on a rocking chair carefully knitting the plans one knot at a time. And when I am done with satisfaction of ideas then carefully knitting my plans, I make my imagination come alive ..

croptop : my own design / blue jeans / shoes : gifted

This croptop is my proud possession. I make it with a waste silk fabric (hardly a half a meter long) abandon in my college's gt classroom and that see through fabric uselessly laying on a corner..