I hold myself

I tell you. People are the greatest lesson someone can ever learn. More people you deal with more you doubt on yourself. More you fail more you learn. The more you think you mastered it the more you fail on it. 

But it always might not be your fault , your mistake. People are just too unpredictable. And too cautious about their roles and their part ,they play , that sometime somewhere unwillingly they act the way their role should act without having the deep understanding about What is the right thing to do for their and others welfare.

I am a contain failure when it comes to understanding people. I am a slow learner when it comes to this understanding people too. The moment when I let down my guards thinking I know it all, that is when it hits me with a hurtful realization of not knowing that person even a bit. It feels like I studied the whole night , did brilliant in exams yet getting a shocking low result that I would stop me from believing and trusting my own capability of understanding. 

May be that is why , before I could even think about trusting others and believing my own understanding I hold myself