INSPIRATION

 Yes ! I know I am a month late for this post. Still posting this late is alot better than not posting at all. 

Well! that evening was , Life changing moment ,Unforgettable moment. Something that will last forever as I shall live. Seeing him live and real was such inspiration . The Prabal Gurung himself Only 5 inch away from me. And he replies to my words, it was like me falling in love with him. So kind , so generous so handsome. Beside falling in love and secretly wishing to faint in his arms like a Bollywood heroine, There was so much to learn from him, as designer , as an artist ,as a human. There is one that he said and it still comes in my mind and keeps me going , even in hard days ( the days like not being able to believe in myself , doubting everything). He said never take your disappointment as a failure, you should always take it as a struggle, and it shall pass. I couldn't take him but I took home a lesson, which inspired me and took me to a whole new level.  

I hold myself

I tell you. People are the greatest lesson someone can ever learn. More people you deal with more you doubt on yourself. More you fail more you learn. The more you think you mastered it the more you fail on it. 

But it always might not be your fault , your mistake. People are just too unpredictable. And too cautious about their roles and their part ,they play , that sometime somewhere unwillingly they act the way their role should act without having the deep understanding about What is the right thing to do for their and others welfare.

I am a contain failure when it comes to understanding people. I am a slow learner when it comes to this understanding people too. The moment when I let down my guards thinking I know it all, that is when it hits me with a hurtful realization of not knowing that person even a bit. It feels like I studied the whole night , did brilliant in exams yet getting a shocking low result that I would stop me from believing and trusting my own capability of understanding. 

May be that is why , before I could even think about trusting others and believing my own understanding I hold myself 

I saw a woman, I always dreamed of being myself.

She believes in herself , and I stared believing me ..

So, there she was in her curly hair , a proud smile and a strong attitude. A room half full of her hard work boosted her pride even more, even more when we stared at her work like a kid drooling at a colorful candy. I couldn't stop thinking and wondering "How cool she is ". 

I was moving one photograph at a time and she amazed me in every photograph  I passed,  that drowning in the water , that flying teddy and that red lamp on the contrasting blue wall just stole my heart . As we were being awed by her work , she on the other hand was carelessly watching our expression and feeding her self with every appreciation and smile we had in our face.

 I loved her messy curly hair , her proud smile , her strong attitude , her confidence on her work , her believe in herself and said to myself  I saw a woman, I always dreamed of being myself. 

 

Art (by Thymi and momo) and photograph( by Yusha ) Exhibition at Trisara Garden .